Sunday, September 26, 2010

sharing is caring?

sometimes people say, "ali, you've got to tell people your problem"

heh. but the world , i cant say its cruel. maybe its just the way it is rather than the way it should of been. Too much had been done. every time i tried to tell the true complexion of something, it gets worst.not that im saying im always right. but it makes them know that things aren't that simple. and things are absolutely not as how they thought.and thus ,leading to a bigger misunderstanding. forcing myself to learn. that i should never share something. its better for me to keep it inside. and admitting im wrong even though its not, even though i haven't tell the truth about it. ending up for me to swallow the pain and smiling for it . accepting all the blames, true or false. when its inside. nothing differs it. oh well. thts the world trying to teach me to be stronger and stronger :)

Monday, September 6, 2010


terus terang...
tiada tersurat...
tiada tersirat...


baru balek dr masjid negeri .

hmm. dah lame tak menulis macam ni. byk sgt nk cite. smpai mase je nk tuleh. abes sume idea.

tp yg pasti, skrg ni. macam macam dah jadi. semua tak macam dulu. sume dah ada hala tuju masing masing. once, i had great time, great moments to cherish. tp skrg. adehh. di bawa arus masa. orang orang yg aku kenal skrg dah tak same mcm dulu. kalo dulu kite boleh lepak sama sama, gelak sama sama,. sekarang, sume dah ade agenda masing masing. tp bile kite cntact die. die bleh plak ckp, aku yg kerek sbb lame tak cntact. omg, malas la nk gado. tp nk wat macam mane. as time flies, people grow. and changes are expected to occcur in them, only GOD knows how, what and why. and kau boleh expect to see no visible expression on me. sbb aku taknak make evrything personal. taknal campur adukkan masalah aku ngn kau ngn orang lain. :)

oleh itu, di kesempatan ini,
saya ,
ingin mengucapkan
ikhlas dari hati,
kepada semua,
tak kire, baru kenal, dah lame kenal,
terlupe atau hampir lupe.
saya bkannye sempurna untuk menjadi perfect di mata semua orang,
tapi saya harap, saya di tegur andai tersilap,
dibetulkan bila tersalah,
di nasihat untuk membuka langkah :)

khusus untuk trial yg akan datang, saya berhajat untuk mengundurkan diri dari internet. insyaAllah, kalau la mampu, same same la kite yeh? hehe

kalo ada tak puas hati apa apa, sile jumpe saye, atau bagitau saya. TQ :)

Saturday, September 4, 2010

let my hands dance :)

i could say,
what a day ,
or just,
i hate today.

being optimistic,
it never hurts,
being sarcastic,
that's gonna struck a nerve.

im no poet to describe the world as it is,
but i have my own opinion,
with whom i share this world with.
as of yesterday,
ive learnt something,
rather than nothing.

friends make our world go round
not just square or triangle that has to much bound.
when you take them for granted,
you'll see how you can be granted with such hatred
unless you linger upon the strings of a love ones,
then you will live to tell the tale.
A tale of stupidity rising beyond the wise intelligency,
but you are not Enstien,
you are not stephen hawking.
then ill ask you a question.
what is the true treasure of your complexion?

and NOT to be forgotten,
always in my heart,
a leader coaches rather than orders,
motivate ,
rather than cursing for our imperfections.
but hey,
im not perfect for you,
guess you are just not perfect anyone then :)
a brain without a heart,
is like a you. with only you :)