Tuesday, November 9, 2010

serantai dedikasi untuk dihayati :)



Salam buat guru tersayang
sepanjang kita bersama dan berjuang
kau sentiasa bersedia dikala aku bertanya soalan,
tidak pernah jemu menjawabnya dengan senyuman,
membimbing saya yang serba kekurangan.

sebagai pelajar, tidak,
sebagai manusia,
saya tidak lepas dari melakukan kesilapan,
seringkali juga berlaku kecuaian,
namun,
yang salah kau tunjukkan,
yang tidak benar kau tegurkan,
khabar juga tidak pernah dilupakan,
sungguh,
tidak terbalas segala yang dicurahkan,
hanya Allah yang mampu memberi balasan.

guru guru sekalian,
dirimu tidak mungkin ada gantian,
andai selama saat kita bersua dan berkenalan,
ada kesilapan yang melukakan,
yang mengguris perasaan,
sepuluh jari dihulurkan,
memohon kemaafan,
kadang kala saya lalai,
kadang kala saya alpa,
menjadi fitrah sebagai manusia,
dari saya,
jutaan terima kasih saya ucapkan,
atas segala yang telah dicurahkan,

rakan rakan,
ini adalah satu permulaan,
permulaan sebuah perjuangan,
moga kita terus gagah berusaha,
menjahilkan diri dari putus asa,
kuat dan tabah,
walau apa yang tiba,
perjalanan ini masih jauh dari penghujungnya,
masih belum terlambat untuk membentuk perjalanannya,
menyusun strateginya,
mengatur langkah langkahnya
dan menghargai saat saat yang dilaluinya,



Friday, November 5, 2010

understand my ideology


WE COULD NEVER HELP EVERYONE EVERYWHERE
BUT
WE COULD ALWAYS HELP SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE
ALWAYS,
always...

how many out there truly understand my words? i sense none. oh well. words are just words, a hard way to express a feeling. a hard way to sell believes, a hard way to make others understand. no offense. not you. but hey, this is me. in my believes, you can never know rather we made others understand the way we did. only believe. and trust. :)

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

alahai rakan ku, sedih.


alahai kawan, alahai alahai.

bile susah, bile sedih pandai pulak mencari, bile dah bahagia seronok, nak sombong tegur (pandang juga) tidak mahu. dan berkata dibelakang saya yang sombong, alahai alahai. saya sedar saya tak hot macam rakan rakan yang lain, tak hebat bersosial dengan mereka yang sebegitu. tak setaraf la senag cerita kan? sile sedar bukan saya sahaja yang bermonolog sedemikian, ramai, bukan, kebanyakan dari kami berkata begini. tapi apakah daya, ego ego ego . biase la orang dah super hot (wannabe maybe) , tapi tolong la, jangan jadi bodoh. paling kurang, jangan la bagi ia kelihatan begitu ketara ..itu sahaja :)

Monday, November 1, 2010

a wordS before i die ;)


last week ,
damn,
a lot happenned....

makin hari, makin dekat ngn spm, makin byk ujian yang Allah bagi.
kawan aku sorang, ayah die bankrap pulak time time camni, company kne tutup, balek rumah die je kne marah. hmm.


SITI NOOR FARAHIN AB RAHIM

, ayah die meninggal, colon cancer yang tibe, terkne kt liver, so, thts the cause.Alfatihah.

ME?
well, last friday, i had an accident, jebak moto for the 1st time. it wasnt something major, but theres somthing that i kept thinking about . hmm, if before, i escaped death once, and now again, i dont know if there is going to be a third time. and for that, it made me realize. when people just died suddenly, they dont have the time to actually say something to everyone, to say goodbyes, and sorry.so, if today was my last day, heres something that i must say :)

firstly, i would like to say sorry to everyone, regardless of whom, regardless of where i met you, everyone. eventhough things havent been easy between us, i forgive you, ONLY, if you forgive me,hehe, if i ever owe you anithing that requires pay back, pls refer to my family.

and dear family, i may not be the best person in the center of the family,but i hope you can all understand what ive been through, ask umi, she'd know. i was not the best, even though i try to be, and peoples just keep on disagree. but im guessing that is just it. im no more :)

to those who ever had grudge on me on everything, those who took me for granted, those whom just never seem to get it right with me. just to let you know, i hope that now you are happy. and forever will. still, i have nothing against you. except the self esteem of yourself :) but on top of all,

for those of you who are just there , there for me, there to even just share a single moment to everything. note that i want to say a humble bow with a thank you :) a thankyou for everything that i hope is enough just to pay back. i can never pay them back with just me. and i would never be me if it wasnt for you. ALL of you,

a little advice from me, appreciate everything you have. appreciate them, think optimistic in everything, and there you will see the silver lining. the life you will live is still long. for that. dont waste it, dont savage it, dont betray it :) its a once in a life time when you can actually see you, being able to live your life to the fullest. to cut it short, its like an absolute ecstasy just to know you did all ok. just smile at evrything, and bring smiles to others. never forget, that you dont live in this world alone, and you can never do so. this makes you just the person who needs other, pls realize this fact. and make some changes dad. im specificating this to you. and others as well.


nobody can plan their death. and a perfect one is only for lucky ones i guess?
so, im just planning mine, a stepping stone of preparation.
the only thing i hope is that i may be remembered, or just, be settled the proper way.
thankyou.. may God bless you all.
well, im guessing thats it.
thank you for all of your time . thankyou. :)