so, 13 hb julai. tarikh yang dinantikan ramai orang. result upu utk peringkat ijazah dah keluar . so yahh. aku punye pn dah keluar. malam tu takleh tido. tak tau sebab apa. so, pagi lps subuh br boleh tido. tp mmg tak la en. org dah mule calling .. msg tanye dpt mana. aku ckp mule aku nk cek sabtu pagi. but bile pike2 balek. buat apa tunggu. takkan ssh nye kalau aku dah cek sndiri kan. and so, key in the details. ic and matrik .. Walla~
tak tahu la kenape . masa 1st time tgk,.hepy. 2nd 3rd time and so on. mcm heartbreak pulak. mengapakah? well, masa apply upu, aku pn mintak course ni sebab umi yg suro. die ckp letak je. kalau ada rezeki dapat. takde takpe la. tp masa da kemaskini, then i realized one thing. upu ni bukannye kite main pilih pilih mana yg org suro kite letak then kite rase takle dpt pg kt choice lps tu. but rather we pick the courses yg kite rase kite minat. and thx to most of the m.o's and meds students. dorg ckp mcm medic tak elok. so , aku pn bile pike balek. baek amek dentist. and yah. mase tu i wished i got that course.
and sebenarnye, last minit masa utk kemaskini upu dulu(like,1150pm) aku sempat tukar buat adjustment sikit utk pastikan aku dpt apa yg aku nk. the thing is, aku refer masa apply upu lps spm dulu. kelihatan. ape yg aku dpt. adelah last choice. out of 6 yg aku pilih, yg last skali aku dpt. so. aku igt kalau aku letak yg aku taknak dkt 1st choice, maybe ade possibility utk aku dpt ape yg aku nk.. but yah. turned out, 1st choice dpt. bunyi mcm tak bersyukur kan?
okay, sambung dulu cerita yeh, of course la. alang alang on9. bukak la twitter fb.. obviously. same question from different people. *dapat mana* *u apa* *dpt tak upu* dan lain lain. so, konsep aku senang, sape tanye, aku jwb. then, tergerak hati nk tanye budak kelas c6. then bile dpt tau. aku sorg je dpt course ni . asking around. and after tanye dorg.nmpak la . rmai dpt secare kelompok. kcuali azman sorg dkt sabah :3 hehe . anyways, mostly dpt secare berkelompok. either dpt same u @ same branch but different courses. or, dpt satu course dkt u yg sama,. UNTUNGLEWW~ heeeh. foreveralone T.T mountained problems~
it all happened in one afternoon. so i need a timeout to think back to me. so pegi la solat jumaat. balek tu tgk spiderman kjap, then balek tu. call opah. ckp kt die psl result ni. mmg kalau apa apa achievement, opah la yg paling exited nk tau. kalah umi, kalah ayah. so i called. nasib baek kali ni die tak nangis mcm mase dpt tau result spm dulu. so , lps tu ckp kt umi pulak. have to admit. this is the 1st time umi is satisfied with what i achieved ever since i was little. biase lps dpt tau result umi akan marah sbb ada imperfections. obviously. im just a mortal. but this time.masa tau dpt medic, she hugged me. that shows exactly she's happy. mana tak nye, im the second person in the bloodline to ever pursue in medical related field.and dari kecik lg mmg umi nk anak dokter kan? hmm
then it got me thinking, everytime i ask myself, what really makes you happy? id answer that, im happy when i can make other people happy. ofcourse. this thing made few people very exited. (still, not sure it is it for the honor job, or the fame) and yah. if we see the fundamental fabric nature of medical related studies, is to help people. it should sync with me . and lagi satu. kalau tgk balek masa apply upu after spm ( cc http://thiscronicle.blogspot.com/2011/05/heartbroken-over-moon-oke-ramai-budak.html ) see how my 1st impression is always bad. haha. kne buang tabiat ni. huhu. dulu aku mcm tak suke nak duduk palam. tp da setaun. haish, nk tinggal kan palam pun mcm nk nanges :) hopefully its the same thing happening again. and pasal kawan tu. insyaAllah, aku takkan lupekan korg. just hope korg pn tak lupekan aku yeh :) semua Allah dah tentukan. kite doa moge moge ape yg Allah tentukan ni. terbaik utk diri kita. :)
Tahniah Ali! :)
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