inspiring. to those whom shares this artistic interest :)

gila weh!.. aku nk main cmtu gk .. =) and the song is really nice . i love the song even without the piano. and its better with piano. and, played by a kid tht age. (looks nerdy kn?)haha. still. aku nk tere main cmtu gk weh. tangan fluent je main. tayah tgk note. even kalo die dh hapal pon. still gempak kot dpt men tangan lembut gile gtu. huhu. maybe korg ta bese dengar lagu ni, so, here's a song tht maybe farmiliar to all of us :)

enjoy!~




even tak la nmpak pro sgt lagu ni. still. i love it. hahahaha. kau tak suke?? so wut? :)

lesson of the day~

its been awhile. baru ade mase nk bukak blog ni. kalo tak mcm haram la nk buang habuk2 yg dah berinci kt tmpt ni, huhh~




hari ni jumaat. 26/3/10, bfday mia. hapy bfday girl~ tapi aku tanak cite psl bfday die. nk cte psl ROAD RUN! gahh!

oke oke. cite die ceni, orait ah. awal pagi bgn lmbt sbb malam tuh bfday mia~ then pegi skola, die dh kumpul2 nk ready sblm start roadrun. ade exercise die sume, then tibe takde modal. cgu suro buat poco poco lak. malas aku nk buat mnde bodo tu. as a result. cgu tarek aku nek pntas. grr~ ingat aku cuak ah tu? hahahaha

still,
bile turn f4 and f5 utk lari, aku pegi ah sorg2 kt tmpt starting tuh, kononnye nk ikat ngn syarol, bleh ah heret diri aku ni nk dpt top 20~ =) still, die pgi dpn dri aku. aku nk gk pegi dpn, tapi aku tgk2 kasut aku tak ikat ketat ketat lagi, time aku tengah ikat tuh la, cgu ramli nk start kn race tuh~ grr..... ikat tak betul, last2 lari je dgn ikatan yg nyawe2 ikan tuh~

1st time aku lari(padahal bru taun lps start) tak benti. haha. ntah ape aku brangan time tuh. dok pike psl bio tak silap.. dangg -,- and tali kasut aku dh mule terbukak time sblm smpai polis kt 15 tuh. damn, mcm ade godaan nk suro aku benti. otw, aku nmpak arep, dh pncit. die injurd time rabu lps tak warm up sblm train pusing skola. so, die taleh lari tp nk pakse gk lari. aku nmpak ramai sgt org yg dh mule pancit2. ade yg lari berasap ^^, (phm x?) lagi satu aku tak puas ati. ape kene la ngn aku ni? smpai je kt checkpoint nk amek ketas tuh, dorg takde nk hulur kt aku. kne aku benti, jerit WOI!nk mnde tu* then grab dr tangan org tuh, takde nye nk hulur. org lain hulur. akibatnye aku terpakse benti nk amek, wtf~

smpai smpai, aku lari mcm khayal gitu. kne Q nk bagi nmber peserta, dpn aku , yg aku igt, ade syarol. and sape ntah, tgk syarol dapat top 20,. cgu tuleh tuleh name, smpai je kt aku, cgu dah tuka ketas. menandekn.. AKU DPT NOMBOR 21!!!!! bagi aku, tuh numbe plg malang. sbb???

well, obviously, kalau aku laju sket, dapat numbe 20. takde nk pandang kiri kanan tego org, follow org,, gahh~ hmm mnde dh lepas. huhh.. lps aku tau number aku. aku terus letak sume ketas yg dpt kt checkpoint and tros blah~, smpai aku terletak skali kupon utk claim air free kt kantin. -,-

the lesson here is,
i realised, that there is a HUGE different between number 1 and number 2. between a YES and a NO. between THIS and THAT. you get the point rite?. although tht the chance of making the ryte choice is 50-50. still, being at the wrong 50% really sucks.

oh well, no more long distance run kt 18 dh pas ni. funny. im already counting down the things tht ive done at 18 for the last time =)


PICASSA~

mencari kupon air


muke bru lps tau dapat numbe brape. nk nanges kot~



time ni tyra nk snap pic aku. tp aku dh nk blah, die pgl2 name aku so this is wut i did =). tgk kasot :D



ape ni ki. haha. kau dok jalan je wtpe


before i was dragged up-,-


thx tyra for the pics :) aku grab sume ni, haha.

p/s: happy birthday afza qistina. sweet 18.. its been two long years since the last time i met you. do miss u kot. haha :) ur a superb person.. by mean, SUPER DUPER PERSON =] and a great fren too.. respect* ;)

SOS

TOLONG AKU!!!!

till this point , i realised a lot have changed. to myself priorified.
i need help, for that i am very very amat risau with my spm. with that, my studying is going from bad to worst. aku tringin sangat nk jadi mcm aina. HOMEWORK SUME SIAP, ADE MASE NK BELAJAR, ADE MASE NK TUSYEN, ADE MASE NK BUAT KEJE KOKU. aku ni???

grr~~

isnin, lepas sekolah, ade tusyen GPMS. sampai pukol 5, then balek,sbb balek ngn umi, so smpai rumah byase dlm pukol 7. siap2. kol 8 ade tusyen. sampai 10. bile sume
kepenatan dah acccumilate. byase ssh utk aku blja.lagipon, blja tu tolak tepi dlu. HW PON TAK SIAP! tido tu terpakse. selase pon ceni. rabu ngn kamis pon same. just, rabu and kamis tade tusyen GPMS tp ade sukan and kelab.

jumaat ah free. tp pas solat jumaat, bese pegi lebri(kan bes kalo tk pegi lebri pon dh bleh buat keje). sabtu ahad pon same, tatau ah kalo ade mnde pape yg mengganggu ujung mgu aku. huuu.

kalo dulu,
aku ade mase nk belajar(belajar and buat HW ta same ok)
aku ade mase nk buat keje lua kurikulum,
aku ade mase nk siapkan homework,
ade mase utk on9(skrg ni takde ke?)
aku boleh resist penat utk belajar. immune gitu.

skrg??

help plss.. -,-

bfday??

even bfday aku dh lepas. ade gk yg still igt aku. even though bfday aku tak super mcm orang len (hahaha).

sorang je yg bg aku hadiah.
thx *****

=)

UKM..

fucking owesome!!!


cite nnt .
kt umah arep ni, nk pegi sunway pasni, nk tgk alice.

hw, belajar ntah ke mane -,-

woah!!

alot happened today,
im focusing on the main storyboard on why i suddenly felt this eargerness to write, to dance these fingers on this pathetic keyboard~

coming home from kimia class. tired for sure, but home works are mountain high. therefore, lest get rockin~~!

but it only seemed like it lasted with admath, got bunch more upstairs waiting to be done. tht time i remembered....


702.

yeah. hallmark, thts rite, guess what show it was?? BIGGEST LOSER ASIA woi... haha. a show tht my whole family watched together, cant remember the last time that happened.

cut it short, my man i wished he won didnt get it, and the winner, did u used drug?? :DD

still, congrats. wish i could lose weight that much. huhu.. =)

ya Allah

7/03/10

that fine morning.
the kind of day tht ppl will enjoy,
tak panas. tak hujan, ade sedikit gerimis mule mule. a very nice day....


pegi bace yassin,
tyra ckp,
sambil siram air,

* happy birthday ramzan *

ALFATIHAH

muhammad ramzan,

setau aku. aku sempat tegur die sekali je. thts all kot. and that is what it shall always be for ever and ever~
*cukuplah maut sebagai peringatan*

pagi tadi nik bg msg, suro bace kn yassin. aku agk pelik sbb tak tau hal sebenar. dalam hati, dh dok pike 'asl la time die kt ccu dlu tak pena suro aku bace yassin, tbe dh kt icu baru suro. buang tebiat ape'

tau tau, the message is followed by another msg, like 10 minutes after tht.

* innalillah buat arwah ramzan abdul rahman. sedekahkan yassin utk die, die kawan yg baekk *-nik


for sure, aku jd blank, time tuh tga tgk heroes.. aku seresly nanges. (seb bek takde org nmpak) aku tak sempat nk kenal ngn die. ade gak tergerak hati aku nk visit die esok. bfday die. if before,

aku selalu terbayang. yg maybe, the best way to die, is to die near your bfday, its set to my mind, tht the date ur born, is like a benchmark. of how long ull live. and when ull die.

nmpaknye, ape yg aku byngkan tak terjadi kt aku,,, YET. still, the possibility is there . pendek cite, same same kite sedekahkan alfatihah kepada arwah. YA ALLAH,,, why,, evry year msti ade org yg connected ngn aku meniggal....

he passed away during the doctors attemp to remove his breathing support machine. trying to avoid the lung from swelling maybe.

tadi,

aku btolak dr rumah kol 5.45. praying id make it on time kt masjid nk tgk die. at least. tp lambat, kne tgu dany~ then sampai2 fetch tyra and the gang. sampai ke tmpat kubur. arwah dh dikebumikan dah, and rain started to fall, as if the sky was mourning for him as well, my white track bottom is totally soaked~ then pegi tahlil kt sekolah, jumpe wani, checking how she is doing, hope tht u are ok gurl.. then pegi uma dany mandi before pegi 23, utk tahlil kt rumah encik abd rahman. smpai2 je org dah balek.




ASL SUME TAK SEMPAT NIII?????!!!


*esk sempat, insyaAllah. amin~~

ALFATIHAH....

this just shows, proves, provokes, that life could always prove your wrong...


(gambar hiasan semata)

****

asnawi ade ckp, time tuh aku tengah driving..
' mase koma tuh maybe dah kafarah dah sume dosa die '
paham??

baru balek skolah, bukak peti ais ade byk sgt yougurt. tatau asl.. ape lg?? phm2 la~ haha~~

well, td 1st time (mgu ni) balek naek bas sndiri. bese nek bas (skrg ni ntah asl kalo aku pgi bustop je msti ade intan.. ) smpai pkns je. tp tadi umi tak angkat call. so i went home nek bas..






sampai rumah je, nk masok pagar. nmpak OMAR kt lua rumah die. which is umah seblah aku. aku borak borak ngn die jap.. lame tak jumpe. aku pon asek balek lmbt je. SEBAB???

well, FYI.

terutamanya, kepada korg korg pengawas pompuan kelas 5 HAMZAH =),,

kawan aku sorang ni, die tengah saket. dah bape bulan tak pg sekolah. tak silap aku dari akhir taun lpas, till now. the last time die pegi skolah, is 1st day skolah this year. itu pon die tak tahan . balek awal tak silap. huhu. and mase family aku pegi lawat die kt SMC aku takde kt umah. so aku tak dpt nk tau sgt die saket ape. but what i know, is that die ade masalah pernafasan.

dokter ckp die tinggi sangat, smpai lung die takleh nk support requirement of oxygen in his body. so, ape dokter tu buat, die puncture hole kt dada die, kire nafas ikot hidung and mulut plus direct breathing from tht hole la. huhu. ingat satu je lubang cukup, tp die ckp dh 11 skrg ni. still, tak perfect lg pernafasan die. till now, since dari taun lps, asek buat appointment ngn dokter kt SMC tuh, asek klua masok hospital(paling lame 4 minggu doe!), bape byk doe duet abes.. -,-

aku tanye die. belajar cane.. die ckp, nk buat cane, dh ceni aku..
*kau nk aku ajar ke?*
*sory la, aku takleh nk buat keje berat*
*beh takkan kau nk repeat f5 mcm aku kot?*
* ish takde la, nnt nnt ok la ni*

aku nmpak muke die dh tak tahan dh. so aku salam die and suro ah die rehat cukop2. bleh skolah, ntn leh ah gi tusyen same2.haha.. i shook his hand, and felt that firm handshake , never before that hard hand felt so firm. ni msti mmg tengah lemah gile. huhu

till then, aku masok umah,
=)

well,
doa doa kan la yeh kawan aku ni. especially kalau2 tibe2 ade budak 7 yg bace ni. makesure die pgi skolah balek. taun ni spm, and he still tak start belajar lagi. kalo amek aliran bese2 takpe la, ni aliran berat. huhu.

DOA TAU!
:D

eheh, yougurt dah abes.

Di saat jari mula memetik satu satu huruf di papan kekunci, fikiran mula berlegar memikirkan, mengagumi mereka (mungkin juga anda!)





*entah cemane korg leh ade komitmen kt blogging ni* haha.






well well, byase orang time nk exam stop posting. ill break tht tradition pls :)

kalo ikotkan, byk gile mnde aku nk post. since tenet ni dh ok, nafsu aku tok share kt blog ni dh merosot**, astaga~

well,
td exam ARAB MATH ADMATH BI.....
ARAB,
aku tak bace sgt. tp aku dh kire2 aku dpt jawab >50%, at least lulus,,, amin~~

MATH,
aku baru sedar time tuh aku takde pemadam. pnjam orang belakang. pemadam die low quality, nk buat graf pon ssh.huhh.

ADMATH,
aku try gile2 nk dpt 100%, tatau ah dpt ke tak, byase nye takkan dapat. aku jwb setengah jam, that gives too much room for mistakes. i fear tht careless is on my side -,-
BI,
sumpah aku tak tahan time buat bi. my flu was at its peak. and performance is inversly propotional to desease. huuhh. and and, asl la ssh sgt nk eje JOHN STEINBECK?? damn~


huuhh,
esk pekse mcm cibai.
sume byk2 on one day. n i noe whos responsible for making all this. grrr.. asl la kau msti buat sume mnde ni weh?? kang overall result drop.. kau tau la sbb pe yeh =)